For the past few weeks, I have been on an emotional ride. Things haven’t been going smoothly for me.
People always say that it is indeed hard for one to acknowledge that he/she has sinned and that he/she is a sinner.
However, this is not the case for me.
Every day, the thought that I am a sinner is always stuck in my head. I always think that I fall short of the glory of God. I am so terrified because my sins separated me from God. I am upset that I am not holy at all. I fear that I have not done things that please God.
I have all these thoughts going through my mind everyday so frequently that causes me to be so depress. Every day, I put in so much effort and tried my best to do everything that pleases God. I was extremely particular to ensure that I am a good salt and light of the earth. I cannot expect myself to fail as a Christian and fail to please God.
As days goes by, I got tired. I had thoughts like it is really tiring to be a Christian, why after accepting Christ my life seems to be even tougher and etc. I gave myself so much stress to not sin and so desperate to be perfect in the sight of Lord.
I did not tell anyone about this until I met my friends earlier on. They told me to submit to God and that everything that happens, it is God’s plan. God did not make us to be successful but He made us to be great.
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